Wednesday, March 25, 2009

Define: Hopeless (2)

I am trying to make an academic plan for the next however long it takes me to graduate, and honestly, I feel that graduation is hopeless. I have no idea how I could possibly get a degree in anything within the next two years. By the time I maybe get a degree, I'll have been in college for seven years. Seven years!

I don't know what I'm going to do when I get out of school, whether I have a degree or not. I don't know what I want to do. Looking at the list of classes I still need to take to get a degree is overwhelming.

I'm doing pretty well academically this semester, but my motivation to stay in school is quickly waning. I feel like I'm planning on coming back next year because I just don't know what else to do.

This is hard.


Jennifer Lynn said...

Aww it's not hopeless Jodi. I've figured that I still have another 5 years easy after this sememster in order to do what I want to do, and that's assuming I'll still want to do what I want to do in the end. It's okay to not know what you want to do yet. Just think how knowledgeable you'll be when you do figure it out :)